Monday, July 27, 2009

My heart is full





Ben is at work for a couple of hours... Grant is in bed, Jackson is at the neighbors, and Lincoln is also in bed.
    I am not sure what to do with this quiet house except reflect ba
ck on the last 9 months.  With tear filled eyes and my brain about 50 % returned to normal I can actually think to express myself.  I wouldn't normally use my blog as a source to let my feelings out but there are so many people that have been so so helpful that I feel I need to say it here.  So here it goes. This pregnancy was the longest, most emotional, and guilt filled that I 
have ever experienced, I will say that I tried really hard to make it not known to most people but along the way I think I hurt some peoples feelings because I was really whats the word.... tried to hide, I am not sure why, but all I wanted to do was turn off my phone and hide. I have some really wonderful friends here in Cali who are so awesome!  I truly do think of all of you as my family since we don't have any around. I want all of my friends and family know that I so much appreciated your phone calls of concern and words of encouragement.  Although in the end I have the most beautiful and precious baby, I owe all of you a Great Big THANK YOU! 

We are in Love......

with this sweet guy.  He is such a good sleeper and only wakes up once in the middle of the night.  He has had his days and night figured out since the minute he was born.  He is very patient and rarely cries.  And he loves to snuggle!  

5 comments:

cortney and neil said...

He is so cute. I am beginning to think that he looks a lot like you!

Katrina said...

I'm sorry you had a rought time this pregnancy! I had a bit of a hard time after having Kylie and I can completely understand what that feels like and how you can hurt peoples feelings without meaning to. So don't be too hard on yourself! I'm glad it's over now and you can start feeling like yourself again! You are a great person, a great friend, and a great mother! Don't ever forget that!!! ;)

Isaac, Kelsie, and Adlee said...

He is adorable! When they are finally here, you realize you would actually go through a lot worse to get them here, huh? Congratulations!

Tracy said...

You look great and he is adorable! congrats!

Marcella said...

I'm finally back from my vaca. I feel bad I haven't called since your so cute little Lincoln was born. Your boys are the cutest. And you look amazing as usual. I miss you so much. I hope you have more quiet moments this week. Love you!